if i act fine will it be fine?
if i act tough , can i get tougher?
im not either stay or leave
im not either watch and leave
im not either happy or sad .
im in between where the sun not really shines and the moon not really lit .
the ticklish sound of the rain
sound the best.
the sound brings back memories .
the good the bad and regret.
then i realised something.
im not really me .
im a part of everybody that came and leave a piece of them in me .
but i do hope you stop leaving your piece in me but i also do not want you stop .
indecisive and greedy i guess .
if i had 3 wishes to make.
you will be the last wish i wish .
because the last wish is the most important wish .
i wish , you wish for me .
that for sure ,
a greedy wish .
something inside me saying
if your loved ones are happy .
what more should you wish?
then i decide ,
ill keep my last wish till one day you not feeling happy and full .
until that day , until that day .
until that day keep being happy with your choice because i thought maybe
maybe the last wish i should use for myself instead .
but you know , i wont .
the last wish is for you .
and always yours .
