Yes thats kind of things is consider as cheating for me while im here . ((im so weird))
While doing my tutor just now at 1 am on lovely sunday night ((22/1/2017)) . I heard the song that change my heart about matriculation and i kind of consider it as Allah "petunjuk" for me as ive been doing my istikharah for my after spm studies .
The song i consider as the ultimate petunjuk is
One Republic - I lived
i dont know why but the song just speak to me . if anyone of the spm leavers thought it is easy to choose after-spm study is easy then rethinking about it . To my adik adik please use your after spm time to reconsider and rethinking of your choice ,besides doing something useful . Dont take it lightly .
**ok back to my story
I have my doubt about matriculation.
I was poisoned about how hard it is to live a life as matriculation student .
Alhamdullilah , while im strolling the Youtube Recommendation .. That one-life-saving song pop at my feed. Give it a shot and i stuck for lyfe (hipster spelling) (try hard to making jokes) (still think im funny)
" i did it all" yes that particular word got me thinking . i was this closed ( emoji tangan tunjuk ok) to enroll in form 6 and change my stream . But after a few times of listening this song , i changed my mind . I CHANGE MY MIND A WEEK BEFORE MATRICULATION REGISTRATION . it is sumpah hectic and busy as i have to make online payment for fees and all .. buy this and that . Find this and that . and making sure that i got all that i need for school .. AND I STARTING TO PREPARE MYSELF to part myself (physically) from my family . im kind of manja ...yaa lorr mana pernah jauh dengan family . sobs sobs ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¢ . ( btw still nangis till this day) .
and i successfully enroll to KOLEJ MATRIKULASI JOHOR a week later . herherherherher ( while crying)
ok that is my short story . about How A song can literally changed my mind . and help me decide the big decision of mylife .
But tonight when i heard that song again , it give me another view of life . I WILL TELL YOU WHEN I FREE BUT NOT NOW CAUSE I HAD TO SAMBUNG MY TUTORIAL. OKBYE 🌹😉😋
