i have a free time now as home now for Chinese New Year . yay
as promised , i will tell you how i view one republic - i lived as for now , at least .
okay okay .
the particular wordings that got me having a different view on this song is
// Hope that you fall in love, and it hurts so bad
The only way you can know is give it all you have
And I hope that you don't suffer but take the pain//
yah . this . ALL THESE GOT ME HAVE DIFFERENT VIEW ON THIS SONG . AND IT KIND OF GET TO ME DEEPLY .
by being a normal person , i think having a crush on this age is okay and normal . ((even im ugly for you )) ((everyone can have a crush)) ((but you should focussing on studies)) ((whatever, you only live in teenage years once)) .
gosh too much monologue . 😂😂😅
okay back to the story .
i kind of have a big crush on this boy,
a big kind of crush
a crush that literally crushed me which i expected it will be . ((not his fault btw))
not a suprised as im aware of myself of how incompetence i am to him .
((me so not lawa))((not even cute))((have jerawat and scars pulak tu))((short))((gigi tak rata))((jari gemuk))
compared to him
whose, have everything in him that makes me fall too deep into the pit .
okay back to story (again) and how that song get to me (in conversation)
" Hope that you fall in love, and it hurts so bad"
my reply : yes . i fell once at the length of his fingers and how his shoulder drop and how he enjoy and live his moment and it kind of hurt but i still breathing and eating fine and have decent sleep and and and all the blessing from Allah . Alhamdulillah .
"The only way you can know is give it all you have"
my reply : yes i literally gave it all . I mean i did the most embarassing thing and yet a desperate act . I confessed to him (my very first time) and this is no joke . I dm'ed him on twitter on one fine day . and maybe after a while he replied it and and by that moment i am screwed . Dont get me wrong , but he is so kind (im not telling you this because he is my crush, but he just really is)
i mean getting a reply from your crush is kind of big deal for me . after he replied , i sent him another dm and he kindly replied me with empathy ((im pathetic)) . He reject me in the most nicest way , i think . But im so glad by confessing to him at least i know for once in my life , i am living instead of existing. ((wow)) 😂😂😂🐹
"And I hope that you don't suffer but take the pain"
my reply : ya i dont suffer that much 😲😢 and i take the pain just as you suggested .
yah dear this is my second view on this song .
i think after heard it for 678 times (this one tipu) ,, i think this is my themed song in life .
some words in this song got me inspired on life . i know i can love another song but this one has special place in my heart . special congratulation and a big clap from me to the all individuals involved in making of I Lived by One Republic.
im sorry to disappoint you but after i wrote the last paragraph on top , i realise the best words in life would be the words of Allah .
so this song will fall to last place if it was compared to Kalamullah.
yet still
I Lived - One Republic
is my Song for Lyfe .
thank you and goodmornight .
