Hornbills and Cage

have you ever wonder
how the animals at zoo
are actually sad
cause they were all caged?

but in this case
i wont blame the zookeeper.

i feel sorry for the hornbills
for not being able to spread his wings
and that sad looking eyes that never blink on the blue sky
that eyes that never stop hoping that one fine day he can fly free again
but i wont blame the zookeeper

i feel sorry for the hippo
i feel sorry for the tiger
i feel sorry for the beaver
but i wont blame the zookeeper

because if they were not caged
even the scariest creature get hunt by man
even the birds that can soar up in the sky get shot in the wings .

and same goes to this feeling
i rather have it well kept inside a cage
than having it torn by a man to the flesh .

but then again .
if i were a hornbills
i would rather spread my wings and
fly in the wind even if it mean
i can get shot anytime in the wings.
i dont care 
because for a moment,
for a moment i get to feel how it is like to be a bird and fly
and what is like to be alive .
even for a moment .

i'd risk it all .
to fly
i'd risk it all for this feeling to feel .


but i wont blame the zookeeper
or the one that keep my heart .
if one day i get shot
in the heart .




hey yoooo if you are reading this i would like to acknowledged you i wrote this at 2 am in the morning yesterday when im barely awake . ive been listening to ed sheeran over and over and i reminisce about my time spent at zoo with the cutest roommates alive. then i remember the hornbills the most with that sleek black feathers then i relate the hornbills with me. idk why im being so emotional and all but i am really glad my blog was here for me to venting it all out .
if you look at my old post and some un-artsy poem please dont laugh at it .
i dont even know apa yang rasuk sampai berani mempersembah puisi yang tak seberapa hahhahahahhahaha

 **confident is the keys gaizz**

but right now i hate Ed Sheeran the most because he make me feels i were dumped by a person which in fact i dont have my own person . hahahhaha i hate you Ed but i love you too . it is complicated yaaaaah.
((i get this phrase on twitter , whoever wrote this i want to thank you ))

okay idk how this post get so long.
but maybe if i have time ((which certainly i have))
ill get my love updated frequently or maybe every 2 hours hahahahhahahs .
umm my love would be refer to this blog .
okay dah habis .
bye

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TERIME KASIH,MEMBACA KISAH SUKESUKISEDIHSADISCACIMAKI SAYE

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i dont want to ....

i heard something today .
something that pull me back to reality .
it is ugly but im glad someone told me the truth . and thank you ah girl for being there when someone spill the news .

 Ya Rabbi sumpah wei lega sangat hati ni bila i can told her nothing but the truth that goes in my mind .. she is one of my blessing . if you read this i want to thank you earnestly and thank you for letting me spill my mind and free my mind out of this mess .

i may not said this out loud
but im a mess .
a literal mess .
but dont you worry im a mess you can wipe it clean . lol ((iklan sabun basuh pinggan))

cemana ek nak cakap .
tapi aku terlalu biasa dapat agak or sense something was not right . dan selalunya tekaan aku tu betul gila babeng .
aku suka teka teki .
malah apa aku tulis ni penuh dengan teka teki yang aku tak mahu sesiapa tahu .
i might left some clues here and there but you will never know if this is for you or for someone else  .
hanya aku tahu .
senang cerita aku tukang cerita yang kedekut .
aku peluah yang takut .

idk even know if the news i heard today was nothing but true .
but deep inside i know it might be true to some extend .
it were sad really . Truly sad and i dont find wonder in guessing on this riddle correctly .

i dont wish to finish this post .
i dont want to even think about today or about you .

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TERIME KASIH,MEMBACA KISAH SUKESUKISEDIHSADISCACIMAKI SAYE

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