how the animals at zoo
are actually sad
cause they were all caged?
but in this case
i wont blame the zookeeper.
i feel sorry for the hornbills
for not being able to spread his wings
and that sad looking eyes that never blink on the blue sky
that eyes that never stop hoping that one fine day he can fly free again
but i wont blame the zookeeper
i feel sorry for the hippo
i feel sorry for the tiger
i feel sorry for the beaver
but i wont blame the zookeeper
because if they were not caged
even the scariest creature get hunt by man
even the birds that can soar up in the sky get shot in the wings .
and same goes to this feeling
i rather have it well kept inside a cage
than having it torn by a man to the flesh .
but then again .
if i were a hornbills
i would rather spread my wings and
fly in the wind even if it mean
i can get shot anytime in the wings.
i dont care
because for a moment,
for a moment i get to feel how it is like to be a bird and fly
and what is like to be alive .
even for a moment .
i'd risk it all .
to fly
i'd risk it all for this feeling to feel .
but i wont blame the zookeeper
or the one that keep my heart .
if one day i get shot
in the heart .
hey yoooo if you are reading this i would like to acknowledged you i wrote this at 2 am in the morning yesterday when im barely awake . ive been listening to ed sheeran over and over and i reminisce about my time spent at zoo with the cutest roommates alive. then i remember the hornbills the most with that sleek black feathers then i relate the hornbills with me. idk why im being so emotional and all but i am really glad my blog was here for me to venting it all out .
if you look at my old post and some un-artsy poem please dont laugh at it .
i dont even know apa yang rasuk sampai berani mempersembah puisi yang tak seberapa hahhahahahhahaha
**confident is the keys gaizz**
but right now i hate Ed Sheeran the most because he make me feels i were dumped by a person which in fact i dont have my own person . hahahhaha i hate you Ed but i love you too . it is complicated yaaaaah.
((i get this phrase on twitter , whoever wrote this i want to thank you ))
okay idk how this post get so long.
but maybe if i have time ((which certainly i have))
ill get my love updated frequently or maybe every 2 hours hahahahhahahs .
umm my love would be refer to this blog .
okay dah habis .
bye
